Great, not.

I guess that's the life I'm living now. I'm tired.
I'm never able to make all happy.

I turning into a selfish person. Someone who starts to ignore the feelings of others. There isn't anything of myself that I understand.
I, myself, don't even know what I'm thinking.

There are many things that I want to say, but I don't dare to.
It's either that, I'm tired to. I don't want anybody's ears to bleed.

I'm really changing.
What if... What weiting says are true. I don't want.
It's... just so wrong.

I tired of my change and I want it to stop.
I can't stand it. I hate myself for those change.

No one recognises me, I can't too.

It's not only because life isn't going the way I want, that's why I'm saying this.
I feel that I've let many down. And I've regretted many things I've done or said. I wish I could take those words back.
I think he misunderstands me, and I think he thinks that I misunderstood him.
Look at how crazy things are happening.

I'm tired of all this shit.
I can't make myself accept it.