Something's wrong with blogger. It's already 1 January 2010, but blogger still says it's 31st December! haha.

anyway.
In 2009, many things have happened. I've learnt a lot. Been through many things and gained lots of experience.
Get shocked and made many new friends/brothers/sisters! haha.
Be in situations and sleeping late.

Wow~ Combo. But i enjoyed it.
Seriously, year 2009 had been memorable.
Much memories. Happy, sad, depressing? oh wells.
At least for now, im happy that there things that i remember in yr2009. :D

Memories to be kept.

30 Dec, was the CO night. So Embarrassing!!!!! haha.
ok, everything was kinda done last minute. Was also my own fault la. :D HAHA.

then was the camp. i DIDNT sleep at all!Tired! i slept on the bus back home. Haha, then came home.. Eat bathed and sleep. Then eat change and went hongkah's countdown! Damn high. :DD

countdown with ah Yang and chye. lols. Fun!

everything's so screwed. attitude sucked.
no sense of urgency. super What the Heck.
screw them condemn them. they are so useless and they think that they are everything. What the Heaven!

I think i'm getting more and more easily irritated nowadays. Be it because it's just the weather, moodswing or things that are happening around me,
It suck.

I really hate losing my temper. Spoils my mood for the rest of the day already and what makes it worse, I can't go back to my crazy/random mood. Which makes me feel more relaxed. Losing my temper makes me feel very.... Negative. Easily stressed up.
I've shagged myself just for the CO night, and people ain't cooperating still. Imagine, if anything crops up, it would be my/the chairman's fault and those who didn't cooperate gets off with it.
oh wells, chairman. A few more months and I'm gonna step down. Elated.

Did the emcee script till 3 plus and then slept at 4. Tired. Woke up at 8.15 and was late. Thank goodness the members were understanding to know why i'm late. Otherwise, i will explode or break down. Need to tolerate so much shit, wow. It would totally suck man.

Actually wanted to have lunch and slack around with my cousin. But, the photo taking session took up his lunch time and by the time we were released. He already continued with his work already. Sorry WX! but anyways, lunched at mos burger with Yiling, Sherrill, Felicia and Ee Ching! :DD After so much food, I could still eat a subway cookie! Damn, I should have bought more!! I could still put a lot more food inside. Haha.

oooh! Photos taken, Upload later!


Disappointed.
不自动。No self-discipline.
What shit is that?

seriously man, im Tired~
but there's this emcee script to do. im stuck there lor. it's like... i don't know what to write. -.- damn.

stupid me!
stupid emcees.
stupid teachers.

can't they get someone else to do the damn job?!?!?!
damn, i feel so vulgar. XD so chor lor DD: haha
nvm, i should end here and get back to business. -,-

super bad day.
many things incomplete, and they are supposed to be completed by me. Great!
我不是铁打的。
my neck/shoulder is aching again!!! Damn!
so pain mann. cant stand it.
>.<


hmm,
seriously, someday, i should quit whining. Im so irritated by myself. WtHeaven la.
Libin's sending me crap messages. Isn't helping at all. Making me even more pissed off.
damn, im wasting my time sms-ing that ass, and updating this damn blog.
Damn my life man. No free time for myself. Ass!

tired tired tired. stressed stressed stressed.
everything, is back.

things to Re-do. what the heck. teachers ain't co-operating with each other. and it all ends up my fault again. WTH. -.-
nvm, just do everything and get everything over and done with.

Damn.
-emcee script
-games
-nonsense!

wish me luck ppl. -.-

Life is in a mess now.






ohoh,
Happy Birthday Li Chye! All the best brother! :DD

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why...

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why...

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

many things have happened.
memories are kept close and tight.
Lichye, jiayou ah!
it would really be challenging. Must stand strong!!
&&, i got make you reflect on yourself? what i do.

hmm, anyways. yesterday i went to sleep at 1 plus. But, woke up at 2.45 by a horrible nightmare. AHH! GROSS DISGUSTING and SCARY! nearly cry mann! :X
first time nightmare, don't dare sleep back...
so on my computer and talked awhile till 3 plus. Then rolled around and finally slept at 4.10. Woke up at 11.20. haha, first time sleep so long. :D super energetic now.

oh wells, the weather is getting weirder.
weird things has been going around me nowadays. :/
I'm probably thinking too much! tskkk...


and i realised,
i get teary very easily after OB. D:

yeaaa, haha. :D
with the lyrics.

i like this song and the movie! weeee. :D

well, tired !
been complaining that im tired, but not taking any action to charge my batteries. LOL!
skyped till 5 plus and then slept around 6 plus, woke up at 9.15. SO EARLY CAN!!!

super sleepy now. haha.
i can't stand my room being messy, but im lazy to pack it! super contradicting can! -,- but, then again... it'll somehow go back being neat, with everything stacked neatly. but i wouldn't be able to find my things. cause someone is always packing it. -.- so everything is everywhere and it isn't the place where it is originally and so i will kinda lose my things IN the HOUSE! WOW!

dead tired.
i suddenly miss school. i wanna go back to school to sit in the classroom and crap with my friends, but then again... Major exams, in 2010, which, im super not prepared for and ready for. Very worried and scared. Damn! I'm being very paranoid right. haha..

Anyways,
Stayed at home during Christmas, with no intention of going out. Haha, like very no life right. Oh wells, at least had a christmas BRUNCH. After that use com till now. I tried doing my homework, but i just can't seem to concentrate. Tried drinking tea to keep me awake, but it didn't work. Tried to sleep, but just couldn't fall right into my lala-land. Tried to leave the computer, but the strong magnetic force pulled me towards it! DD: damn.

AND,
Anish is being an ass!!! D:
yea right... FAMILY PACKAGE !
hmmmm, watch out you!! haha.

i feel like giving up already. as in not on stuffs, but that. I've had enough. I don't wanna guess or get disappointed anymore.
I've said this many times, i know. But, i'll try to keep to what i say.
Yes, I may regret. Let time go with everything. See when I'll totally give up.

Anyways,
I like the song!! Endless Love. Thanks Yang, for making me remembering this song once again. I now understand the meaning of the song. Not only the notes or rhythm, but the meaning of the song and words too. Thanks.

Tsk, I nearly cried when i listened to this. D:
but, it's nice. seriously.


ok, i changed my playlist.
9 songs from secret garden, 2 songs by Yiruma.
:DDDD
those are beautiful!!

skype-ing with yang and zhiyuan. but they are playing dota. haha, so here i am. blogging to keep myself awake and keep myself occupied!

i realised, sleeping late can keep the pimples coming!
OH ~
haha, nvm. no one will bother la. who cares!! :D

well, haha. let me random.
i really appreciate the support you guys give. Thanks, seriously.
Listening to me whine. Haha, i get irritated at myself, why won't you guys get irritated by me, seriously man? o.o
Been rather stressed up lately, but feeling fine slowly.
Well, all thanks to those who tried cheering me up and making my day.
we must keep in contact yeaa!!!

hmm, im like nagging and nagging and nagging! lols.


ahhhh! my knee is in pain!! D: just now went lot one to buy the pet stuff and some stuffs to cook for morning's christmas breakfast.
i dont feel like sleeping eh, later sleep. can't wake up. worse! D: must CRAWL up! haha. tskk, see how ba. :D nice talking to those guys and playing uno with libin on the msn.. o.o haha. seriously, nothing to do then play this kinda game de lor. haha. :D
weeeee !
see how bored i am? actually, im not la. as long as i find something to do.... :D

tskk, i dont i make much sense. :/ haha
so, off i go!! :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeee.


MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

&&
happy new year!

eeeeyerrrr. zhiyuan got a lot of money!!!!!!!!!
cause he got good results!! haha.

those take results le. be it good or bad. just be happy. :DD
just smile. :D everything will be fine. yayyy!

i've editted my music playlist! :D changed songs!

ohoh, 15 more minutes to Christmas! haha
counting down with that oh-so-crazy twin of mine. :DDD

left little things to do. shiok mannxx. thanks for your concern and tips brother. :D haha.

tskk, didnt sleep well last night. woken up by my 5.45 alarm, -.- i forgot to turn it off you see. then forced myself to sleep, but was woken up by my sister's alarm at around 6 plus 7.

after half an hour, i forced myself back to sleep, AGAIN. i was half asleep from then. means, i couldnt really charge my batteries. in fact, it dropped faster. :/ so yea, i woke up, went down to get breakfast with my mum. eat, watched some tv and then fell asleep unknowingly on the sofa. haha. for around one to two hours, till 2 plus? until the maid came and gave me my lunch. haha. hmm, otherwise, i guess i will sleep tilll 5 plus lei..... :/
damn, i feel very tired now. D: but, i needa force myself awake to go crazy with ah yang later! haha. MY TWIN!! :DD heart him loads mannnn.. "heart yaaaa"
i think im going crazy to keep myself awake eh.. haha.
im weird, just like you! :D chehhhh!!

ok..
i think im gonna get screwed by my parents, cause of my smses to m'sia! think it's expensive lei. nvm, dont care la hor. :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

oh wells....
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

shall wish first, later will forget. haha. :D
kk, i go busy liao! byebye!

i love my brothers man.. and sisters too la. =D haha
my twin can't multi task, likes to 标高音 and im going to be like him. i realise i'm talking like him already! haha. (表高音)
and my brotha is super nice but is very horny. haha.

typing this post to help me destress a bit.
i needa collate the games thingy and do the emcee stuffs.
WTH! mdm jiang ask me to write out part of the emcee script.
mdm mency lee ask me to write out a namelist of the performers.
yay! im superwoman, i can do so many things in such a short time! -.-

btw, im being sarcastic. im at the verge of breaking down already.
ppl ain't replying my sms for the games. i can't find the song introduction on both chinese and english version and i needa get it done, and someone still owes me one intro. done already send it to mdm jiang and mandy. then, guide the emcees in writing the script (or isit i do it all?) . after which... type out the namelist.

gahh, im wasting time whining. WTH(heaven)!

LIMIN! stop it man. you are wasting your own time.
might as well just get down to work! concentrate la! so busy still blog.
DUMB ASS!!
stupid, i should just give myself a tight slap, or a hard kick or a punch right in my eye mannssxxzcc.

i wanna go for the Wushu Gathering this Saturday. You think i can make with so much things to do?
Brothers, wish me luck. I need you guys' support! DD:
im so lousy la.
damn,
im sorry.

lack of sleep! but nvm. talking to my brothers and sisters till the late nights. it's ok. :D lot's of things to say yeaa?! not really, im always quite silent. in fact, i was studying, or rather revising through my biology yesterday. i realised i forgot a lot of things already!! DD: need intensive studying le! haha. see how first ba! xD

anyways. woke up later than my alarm. Haha, but wasn't late. :D in fact early to take the keys. tsk, im such a nice person! LOL! jkjk. :/


ok, then was moving of the chairs and then we started entertaining the new students and parents with our wonderful music. after a while, we went crazy and started entertaining ourselves. SO MUCH FUN! :D after much self-entertaining, we went for break and i went to look for Wei Xuan!! ohhh. haha. he looked super blur eh! i say hi, then rushed back. haha. and then looked down from the second story. laughing at kim yew's short shorts! haha. yeapp, then continued playing the songs. played feng nian ji also wor. super random! yeaa, then nearing the end, the whole of woodwind ( 6 of us ) stood up and [;ay our instruments, i super good hor, played my suona and the dizi. haha. :D well, actually, i spoiled all of it with my lousy playing. oh wells, no one spotted any mistakes right?!? ^^v
andand!

GUAN XIAN GOT ME ADDICTED TO 黄土情！！！


super cool. :D thanks guan xian for lending me the dizi anyways! :D

yeapp, after that. went for lunch and then was practice. was quite happy with everyone's performance. GOOD JOB! :D
went crazy with felicia before the meeting, was calling each other "bad girl, you go to jail" or "bad boy" if it's a guy la.. haha. damn. Anishh!!! because of that video laa!! DD:

hmm, busy night ahead. shall just stop here and then get myself to work already.

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!

hmm, speechless ba. :D hope everything improves. :D

stop it man. this is so irritating!!

LIMIN! GET A GRIP!
stop staying in your own lala land already. face reality.
you need to face it, sooner or later. so why not just face it now and get used to this ugly reality.

damn it man.

school school school. cca cca cca. tired tired tired. dance dance dance. leg leg leg, pain pain pain! DD:
nvm. tskk, is hould just quit whining! im irritated by myself. -.- haha. sorry to those who keep listening to me whine eh..

having severe moodswings. that's bad, because i keep switching my mood. pissed off at anything for a time then going crazy then feeling depressed then going all crazy again. something's wrong with me. haha.

anyways, lunched with haoming and ziyuan. bought chocolates! muahaha, i ate majority of it. lol! turning fat fat fat! :D sheesh, thanks for the chocolates ziyuan. return it to you someday! heheh. i probably ate more than half of 28 cubes of it lei. wow. it's small la. but still... :D

ahhhhhhhhh.i just now something dizastrous!!! damn it!
ok. nvm (: keep cool. haha. :D
co will be fine. :D

left house around 12.30 and was 20 minutes early for the meeting up with felicia and dickie. lols. sooo.. went into lot one and bought some stuffs. :D then sat at mac. i looked like a retard walking around aimlessly, alone. but i like the feeling of it. :D sound sick right. haha... anyways... then yeaa.. felicia reached and we went up to the platform and wait for the train dickie boarded. tskk, lazy ass. haha. soooo yeaa..

ehhhh chye.. i very scary meh.. sms you, you say you jump. then i call you, you say you nearly heart attack.. -.- fine lor.. you good...

lol... back to topic..
reached orchard and waited at borders. wait dunno how long. then jiade came. after that, while waiting for chye/ee ching to reach, we went around.. walk walk walk. chye reached and then went back to borders. haiyo. haha. Felicia wanted to see where his dental clinic was. super funny. walk all the way up to the fifth story and then found it closed. haha. then ee ching arrive le lor. :D went to Novena after that..
at novena.... walked a lot and ate a lot. camwhored also. haha. i can't upload the pics!! DD: later try again!! anyways.. ate donuts! muahaha. it's damn nice. esp the coffee oreo ice cream! wahahaha!! (: tsk, i don't really like coffee lei.. maybe cause got the oreo and it's ice cream!! haha. im going crazy already!! =X
haiya. after eating, took pictures. i snapped a lot of random pics. some are quite unglam. :D well then, went back to the dunno where. and waited for his bus. chatted a bit before the bus came. he gave us a letter each.(: thanks eh. :D
so yeaa... after that went home. and reached home at 7.30. lols. so yea lor. (:

just to sum up, i had fun today, serious! :D
i miss the OB peeps! esp those closer ones! haha! :D

hey yang, chye! see i created a blogger leii. again. haha. seeee..

anyways, i guess i will be leaving my other blog there.. memories, you see.. my wordpress... leave it there first. haha. i'll update it when i feel like it.
not planning to tell out this blog yet. maybe only close friends will noe bout it ba.. (: haha

kk, i go settle my templates (:
that's all for now!