"if only i knew how you reacted, if only i knew how you felt."
knowing those things would be impossible.. i know, but I'm curious.
i guess there are some things which can't be changed already, and that time won't be able rewind and let me undo what i did. i've regretted and dragged you into this stupid shit. i apologise.
the beginning of everything was kinda so nice, but at the end... well, i guess things changed. and it never became the same.
i'm going to get over everything and forget everything and move on in life. that is just some nice memories. awesome.
i feel 'honoured', but i doubt you feel the same.
we never talked after that.
well, probably because i avoided. i guess, it's just me again.
things and things i did. and it only made me feel regretful. gahh, i guess it's just how life should be. and that it was probably my mistake to know you.