Speechless by everything that's happening around me.
School always catch me off guard. Shocking me every spare moment there is.

Shall not explain. Got a shock during assembly today. I can't stand it.


Full of shocks may mean full of surprises. That doesn't mean I can take everything. I want a peaceful life.

It's flattering, but No. I don't want it. I'm sick and tired of it.


At the verge of braeking down.
I still can't accept how weird life is.

Never Let you go.

http://www.lyrics.com/never-let-you-go-lyrics-justin-bieber.html


I like the lyrics.
So sweet.

I have already let you go.

Loads of stuffs to ponder about.
Hmmm, maybe it's just that I'm thinking about stuffs that need not be thought about? Haha. Idk.


I hate the weekends. I eat a lot. I still haven't started on my homework yet. That's bad. It's saturday and tomorrow's Sunday. And after Sunday, it's Monday!! Where all homeworks are due! GREAT.

Tons of Maths and English. LOL. I think I should get started right!?!
I miss Ob!
Talked to Naqi just now. Still wondering how on earth he managed to carry me haha!
HE'S SO DAMN SKINNY!

I doubt we will still be friends next time.
Haha, this is damn weird. No idea why I'm blogging about this, but oh wells.
Yea, I owe you a lot of things? Waahha, not your say :D I don't owe you anything, well. Depends on my mood. If I feel like returning the 'debts', then I return. If not, Nahh..

Hmmm,
Tired. Seriously. I'm gonna fail my e.Geog test today! Didn't study for it. And, I didn't write any example. :D Oh gosh. -.-

Oh wells, "Work harder! Sure can de la!" is what people tell me. But, it isn't that easy. Struggling to stay alive in this hard and stressful education system.

I musn't give up.
Was bathing and a super big flying ant flew in.
Dropped on to the floor, with its wings stuck to the wet floor.
It still persevered and climbed up the wall. How brave.
How I wish, I was as brave and as strong.


I feel like crying, but tears just wouldn't flow out.
I'm gonna be greedy. I want somebody's shoulders to cry/lean on.
Not anyone's but my grandfather's. I know there never will have a chance already.

well well, just completed my english composition draft 2. Great. But, I doubt I'm gonna touch my maths. I'm tired. Badminton on thursday drained me ofmy energy. Friday, went to sao mu. After that aunts and uncles came, opened two tables of mahjong. Unable to study, plus. I was damn tired for sleeping late, waking up early. Saturday (yesterday), went out and reached home at 7.30. After that, bathed and all that was already quite late. All the walking made me super tireed, and the contacts made my eyes dry(First time in the year wearing, so I/m not used to it yet) Hope my eyes will not be dry tomorrow. Five periods of english and four periods of maths. Hell day. D:Anyways, today morning, watched tv. Eat lunch and went out to have my hair cut. Went out at 1, home at 5.30. Great. Bathed etcetc, was already 6.20.. Dinner till 7. Idled around with my sister, then started my homework at 7.45.
Distracted, distracted.
My weekend was packed with activities and I didn't blame it on anyone. Unable to complete my homework was just because of my poor time management and also because I was pure lazy like some people say.

I've seriously lost the will to study. I've said that many times, but I'm stil studying. Ironic? Well, that's because I don't want to ruin my own future.

8 Points is hard. But I still need to get it. Is it too late?



I hope not....

WALKED A LOT.
haha, from the city area to... the west?
Took loads of pictures. :D