The feeling's dying down,
I miss it.
But I still have to let everything go. Forget.
Hongping. I will forget. I try.
Well, forgetting is hard. But I will try real hard. Strike. Let the memories remain, but the feelings to be gone. I hate it having to wait. It SUCKS. As in for the skype sessions. But in the end, no one came on.
I know that the skype sessions would really end soon.. Someday. In fact we kept in contact till now. Longer than I've expected.
Well, probably.. It's time for me to let go of SOME things. AHHH
I cant bear to la! D:
I shouldn't have expected so much right from the start.
Cause, in the end. My disappointment would be higher..
I'm losing contact with some already. That's rather......
Hmmm.. Speechless la.. :/
HONGPING! your blog no tagboard! but...
THANKS!
LOVE YOU LOADS!!
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Been feeling rather stressed up nowadays,
Tests tests tests and more tests.
Tests during the CNY period. Tests, 1 and a half weeks staright, with no breaks. Except for the weekends. but the weekends are for homework. D: The tests has made me go crazy. Study for it every single day. Different subjects, different chapters.
I must have screwed up my ss tests yesterday. Tried studying, but nothing went in. Ytd, studied for my history test till fell asleep in an awkward way. Didn't off the lights, bad posture=bad day.
After lessons, had emaths test. From ytd push till today becasue lessons ended at 5.30pm. Sooo...
after lessons went to 4/8 and did my emaths test. After that, rushed down to CO. :/ By then, I was already quite... Dead in a sense. Then practice, wasn't able to go into combine cause they didn't have any chairs and there wasn't sufficient space. So practice my new year songs with haoming. After awhile, went to do some admin stuffs, then went to look for Reindeer. :D Then saw suona out, so wen to CO room, get my suona and practice with them. After awhile. Needa go back and do things, so kept my stuffs and went back to CO room. See the five incharge get ready, brief them etc.
The helpers(sec1s) are so... Monkeyy~ :/ Tiring. Mood wasn't very good already, but I still have to take care of those kids. They should grow up soon. They are good kids, just still immature..That's all. Hardworking, hope they don't pon next time. :D
Well after everything, had a meeting with the in-charges. Keep up the good work. Improve on areas that you guys think need improvement. Have confident. :D
Blahblah. I'm losing confidence in myself. Joke.
i seriously needa buck up. I musn't lag behind. I'm gonna catch up and win this damn race.
I've stopped using prifanities. Proud. More glam. :D
&&, BLOODY HELL!
I DON'T LIKE YOU AT ALL.
I noe you won't read this, but oh wells..
Stop making a fool of yourself. Dont't make me laugh.
I won't be able to stop. That would be the biggest joke for the rest of the year.
Well, Once. But now.. Never..
Ohoh, Mason said hi to me. LOLS!
