Charlie came to Singapore and me, Felicia, Ee Ching and Hongping RAN to the bus stop, then RAN from the interchange to the control station just to find him.
Hmm, the letters we passed to Charlie was passed to the other instructors, and James posted on my facebook wall. I can't stand it. I miss OB. Tears welled up in my eyes when I saw it. I'm sooo touched.
James Turvill yo, thanks very uch for my letter, very sweet! I will try and come when I have money :) 我想你! My mandarin very good eh;) lol x
yeaa... so sweeet right!! D:
Memories of OB were brought back once again, this time even clearer. Once again, there were laughters and much tears. They ran through me and it made me smile. That's the only one and genuine smile I've shown for the whole week. Well, maybe exaggerated. But, I'm really happy to see those OB memories flashin back. It took my mind off those stupid stuffs.
Meet up with Charlie was great. His friend came too. She's so tall and pretty!
Well, I'm sorry I had to rush back. XD
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Lessons today, I managed to get through everything today. :D CO was.. average? Practice the CNY songs for 25 Feb performance. I solo that little part. I need to build my stamina. :/ Wish me luck. Haha.
After practice, Haoming genevieve Samuel and I went to the classroom to slack/practice. I learnt A LITTLE of cello. :D Awesome.
Been trying ways and means to get my life back on track. And it's getting back.. Real slow. I need to speed it up. I've got very little time. I need to buck up.
Wish me luck.
I still need someone to motivate me.
I know I'm weak that I can't stand and face the things I'm going through alone.
I hate the silent, yet love it.
Ironic? That's how life works. Sarcasm and Contradiction is what makes the world go round and round. I need to accept it.
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What he says is probably right.
I have little self confidence, and low self esteem.
