It's been long since I updated my blog. Well, not really.
Decided to only on my computer on Friday, and weekends. The rest of the days, I'm gonna mug. :D

Alright, since it's been almost a week. Let me let everything out. :D
Ok, here goes. (if you can't stand this wordy post, X the page. LOL)

I am down but still can laugh and smile. Haha.
That's how I'm gonna see life as. My last year in secondary school life, and I want to enjoy it.

Lesser tests this week, but many things happened. With a blink of an eye, a week's past. Tired and drained. Been working real hard. Staying up lates for test etc. I guess they are paying off. I'm happy.

BBCC performance was a huge success.
Sec 4's last performance already. Damn, speaking bout it, I was shivering yesterday on stage. During that 'solo' part. Haoming ziyuan and wenling heard the sound from the dizi, IT WAS SHAKING! OMG. Super scary. Haha. But when it ended, the feeling was just so.... NICE! It's the end and with people giving a pat on my back saying I've done a good job. And those support you've given me. Haha. Thanks! {huggs}

Weather's been super hot. Pespired like some weirdo. The humidity made me(everyone) sticky. My arms were sticky. D: Eeew. Worse than the OB times, even without bathing. The wind coming into the classroom was hot. No way I could cool down, and unstick myself. LOL.

Many things have happened.
I managed to make some go away, but others came.
I'm worried, freaked out, pissed off, tired and drained. Mostly worried. D:

People says that I looked very moody and down, but I wasn't. I was just showing the I can't be bothered look.
When things happen, that look would change into a frown. I'd force it back to a half smile. Cause I know frowning won't work.

Life IS weird. I need to get used to it. Look on the bright side of everything and eliminate those bad ones. I've said this like hundreds of times. But, this time. I know. I would smile at everything.

I hope things would change for the better cause I don't want anything to happen. You both are important to me.