I'm not sure of what I'm doing this few days. Unaware of what's going on around me. Feels like my life is rather aimless and no-point.
I am unable to keep/stay happy anymore.
Those smiles and laughters, were in a sense. Fake. Been laughing less often. Due to the tests? Hope so.
Chinese New Year's round the corner. Not in the mood yet. Dang.
I'm dreading for everything to happen, esp _______ .
I seriously find myself so stupid lor. BEing afraid of this and that. That was just probably trying to cover up other of my emotions. Laughter is the best. But I just can't laugh now. So let Fear be the best to hide everything.
Denial.
I've been living in denial nowadays.
I need to get a live. No link.. I know. Just that...
Ahhh, What crap am i talking about now? :/ SHIT ME!
I really need to get a grip.
Vicious cycle.
Low to Medium to High to LOW.
DROP BACK DOWN, it doesn't drop down slowly. It just drops like that.
Stupid moodswing?