I see no point in coming online already. It's lame.
Suddenly no motivation to do anything, or get anything right.
Or get my life back on track. Not that it's way off track now, but it's starting to side track.
I doubt anyone's reading it. Oh wells. :D
Doesn't matter even if no one reads this right.
I feel so... Empty now.
I'm like emotionless. My mother/sister tells me a joke, and I force back a fake laughter/smile. I feel so fake. The only kind of 'feeling' in a sense is "What?" or "Huh?"
Auto-filtering things anyone says. I can't concentrate.
I'm naggy, I know. But that's all I can say.
I want that to go.
Seems like I must strike it off soon,
Now.