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absent
Sunday, January 31, 2010

i in a sense pon-ed school today.
Now, i got headache.

Just now got scolded for the handphone bill. D: sadded... Oh wells, nvm. Sms to msia lesser can liao. Hahaa. :D

I always look forward to fridays/saturdays. cause that's the time where we can laugh out loud,on skype.
I miss those days. Seriously. Sitting in the circle, playing double dare. The last night was what really brought us together, and in contact also. Cause we laughed, played and did many silly things. I've lost contact with some already, and i'm really.. In a sense, sad. (gahh, my vocab is limited la).
I dunno why, I never get tired talking about OB people and stuffs. :D XD

Getting busier this few days,
Means lesser time to update my blog.
Sure gonna miss out a lot in school today. Maths remedial from 4.30 to 6. SEE! MISS OUT DAMN A LOT!! And i guess miss chen's gonna start a new topic. :/ D:

I still smell the Ammonia smell.
Must have smelt it too hard during the test of gases! D:

It's 1st of Feb! The 12 o'clock bell just went. :D
It marks the start of a month, and an end of the previous month. New month, New start. Forget anything unhappy in the past, remember those nice ones.
For those nice ones, OB is definitely included. :D


ok, Time to go! Watch TV, and idle my time away. XD
hmmm, maybe study for my bio/geog test tomorrow?
Im a very good student ok! Hahaha. Believe or not? :D



I noe you miss me. :D

Gossiping with EeChing and Reindeer(Bliven) is nice~~~ Hahahahaha :D



anyway..
IT'S ALREADY 1st FEB!
my blogger is following the ang morh timing! >.<


Are we?

brothers, are we drifting apart?
I hope not. Seriously.
Let's try and skype more often alright.. :DD



Made a new friend. LOL. In a sense la.
Jason. ahhh, he and jeremy together, means chaos. LOL. All so lame and random, they even confused me with the J. -,- Haha.

Talking to Jeremy in a sense, often. That's good. :D
In another sense, Good friend. LOL!

Lots of good friend. :D Hahaa. GOOODDD :DDD

oh wells, terrible.
My condition isn't improving in a correct way. My body is fighting it all alone. I hope it doesn't worsen. Cause it's damn tiring and.. Energy-draining/sucking.. Or whatever you call you.

People out there, if you are sick. Get well soon.
If you ain't. Don't get sick!

(im in the high risk of getting H1N1, cause i got the same symtoms as Mandy. LOL?)


Hot & Sexy
Friday, January 29, 2010

SEXY VOICE.
TIRED EYES.
HEAVY EYELIDS.
ITCHY NOSE.
TAP.

dead tired,
Yawnss..


COMBO

fever, cough and flu.
COMBO. :DDD

sinmay and hongping scold me lei! Cause i went for CO and I didn't go see doctor. :/

oh wells. :D

My aMaths test is screwed. Couldn't concentrate. Shit that Fever, CO.. I couldn't concentrate lor. Walked around aimlessly. Damn.

OH! Mason super cute. "hot, short cute guy with 6 pacs". LOL.
He super lol. Sherrill.. LOL.
Rainer appeal to CO!
NYAA is finally over.
DOUBLE YAYNESS.

Sheeeshh, I don't noe what to say. Brain isn't working. Super bad. CO was all about admin. Good la. :D At the end. Gossiped with Genevieve and Bliven. Super LOL! :D

Cheryl Yeo dislocated my knee? Leg? Take care. :DD


Those.
Thursday, January 28, 2010

Those tears also meant that I still haven't strike them off.
I'm sorry hongping. I still can't bear to.


It also meant I'm happy that friends are still all around me that make me go high and forget those for a moment.


Sick

Whole day in school. Tired.

Lessons were back to normal.
Dozing off here and there.
Miss Chen and Mr Leong didn't catch me for sleeping, cause i guess they know that we are all tired after the camp. Then they teach anything new. Thanks yea! :DD

Oh, then yea lor.

Chemistry, test for Ammonia, then i smell too hard. The ammonia smell still in my nose.? Lol. Eeew la. haha
sneezed and sneezed. I know you hate me, no need keep cursing me de la, keep me sneezing and sneezing. :/
Lessons after school. Chem test, was easy in a sense la. :DD

ok la.
some camp pic?


mandy! :DD
Chief Charles
Randell. Dao-ster. :DD

wooo, I WEARING THE OB T SHIRT! :DD


Burnt
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Camp was pretty alright. :D Cheers and stuffs. Last camp together as a cohort. Even though my class wasn't that high/enthu. But everything was still fine, i guess. :DD

Day1
assembled and bus-ed off to the Bottle Tree Park, Yishun.
Then took photos with haoming, sinmay, mandy, ziyuan and hsien hean. Was super Lol. They were so vulgar lor, in a funny way. :/ take take take. When everyone assembled in the area, there was an "introduction to camp" by Chief Charles. Then was ice breaking with instructor charmaine.
Boring at first, but the Loose Molecules with the class was hilarious. Gripping on to anyone when you are chased by...........
hahahaha. Then after lunch went to play "amazing race", tired. My knees are aching now. -,- ok, then ran/walk from this area to another. FAR FAR AWAY YOU KNOW! Lol. Came back to camp, then ate dinner. Insructor Deborah taught us the song "linger on".. then night activity. :D Fun playing with candles.
Then bathed and went to sleep. Sleeping was terrible, cold and didn't take my jacket out. :/ so was like, every half an hour, i'll wake up until i slept under mandy's sleeping bag.

Day 2
Woke up, packed up, washed up then went to gather.
Breakfast then went for our activities already. Run around the whole park in circles and solved IQ test. Tiring and the sun was scorching. After that was lunch and then water activity.
We were supposed to finish the obstacles to get our items to build a raft. Fun and tiring and dehydrating. LOL. Pespired a lot and drank a lot of water. After all the obstacles, we made way to the pond. :D Build a raft and took turns in pairs to go across. :D Fun like what la. :D The water so cooling. Jumped in and enjoyed the cooling water, So walked through with mandy S-L-O-W-L-Y....
Had relay competition with other classes. :/ Lost in a sense. LOL.then had campfire prep. Opened shower and then dinner. After dinner, the last 10 minutes before camp fire, we got everything, dance and cheer up. So it wasn't that good.... Oh wells, it was a blast. The ending got many to cry. My tears were flowing like a tap. LOL. Thought of many things that happened throughout the holiday. Sadded. Hmm, after which debriefed and stuff. Sleep.

Day3(today)
woke up, pack up. Overall debrief. Prize presentation and left, went back to school.
Then went to mandy's house to rest. Watched tv and ate. Left for school again for CCA at 2.10.. Went there, time flied. :D Tired laa. Wasn't really concentrating when teacher was talking. LOL. Sorry ehh.. Then had meeting. Went home. :D TIRED.

More details and some pics to be uploaded soon. TIRED! D:
okok, so i go off liao. ahahaha. BYEEEE~~ :DD

face is red like tomato,
hope it doesn't peels. D:
*peel tomato!?* :DD


suddenly..
Sunday, January 24, 2010

suddenly feeling like posting OB days again. from day one. Copied from my wordpress, editted Slightly.


Day 1
Wasn't enuthu about the trip. Not at all.
Travel there by bus and wasn’t bus sick. Super happy. Reached OB at around 5 plus? then were briefed awhile, sorted into groups, was in Ulu Sepat, and were brought to dining hall for dinner. Phones and any food or anything electronic were confiscated. :)

mood : I couldn’t wait for the tenth day.

Day2
Had a OYP/ACC 12 group photo. my group attire was long sleeves and pants. Hair was in a super bad state, like always. -.- then had morning activity with camah and mulu. Activity was Rope Climbing. After that was lunch, then changed to wet attire. Had some Kayak “lessons”, Capsizing Drills and self practice. GuoUnn was damn freakking irritating, kept trying to capsize. )): Ass. haha. Kayaked till 4 plus 5? bathed and dinnered. Then had a briefing for our first expedition. Sea Expedition. Wow, Kim Yew and Guan Ki are the navigators! Hong Ping and Cher Yang are the Sweepers! Good job people. Well, good job to the left and right side and the captains.

mood: YES! 8 more days left!

Day 3
Woke up was late! >.< then helped move the kayaks to the beach. Filled the Gallon Bottles and Jerry cans. I will really remember that day’s Kayak. Experience man. Reached Pangkor Island. Pitched our tents then set up fire to cook our lunch. Had bread with sardine and omelette. Then around three plus went for Rapelling. It’s abseiling. Going down 200m rock wall 90 Degrees. Awesome! Went back, started a fire again and cooked dinner. Didn’t help to cook much, because Dickie was the main chef! At night, had a debrief for the expedition. Then had nightwatch. (: Met new people. Kevin, Bryan, Zhi Yuan and Chye(his existence). I was damn afraid of Chye last time. He looked scary! xD

mood: Don't wanna go back to OB school

Day4
Woke up late and Kayaked back. Lunched and went for trekking. Hong Ping super strong! Tiring ehh~!! Trekked for around an hour or two, then went for dinner. Sat at the stairs and waited for the briefing for the next expedition. The Land Expedition. After which, went to bathe, talked and slept. I think on this day I knew Jeremy. :D The something lotion thingy. :DDD

mood: Tired, can't wait for next expedition!

Day5
We were late! Lols. Breakfast and trekked. We were singing and trekking. super tiring but it feels very together. whole watch together. We encountered problems, we were separated fora moment. But, nothing happened la. I tripped and brushed/hit my leg against a stump. Bruised and cut! D: The backpacks were heavy, but with determination, we manage to trek through the four peaks and reach the destination within 6 hours plus. We were the second watch to reach the place. Camah reached and we started taking random pictures and idled around. Until the insturctors came and told us, or rather reminded us to pitch our tents and start fire to cook our dinner. Well, i helped other groups set their fire and said a few words to chye, that’s all, and i still found him scary/fierce. Felicia, like always was crazy.! xD Nevermind. No explanation is needed. Naqi hated me that time! ): He cut the fire wood and threw it at me!! ): At night, eleven plus… Kim Yew set a huge fire beside a tent sheet. Waited for it to burn, then me, felicia, guan ki, kim yew, cher yang, jiade, hong ping, kelvin, bryan and chye formed a circle and they told horror stories. The atmosphere was chilly. After awhile, some left and some joined. Couldn’t remember, haha. The circle was disbanded after awhile, and I slept sitting down beside a Jerry Can. Woke up, and night watched with Ying Jie and Gayithri. Another real experience, never forget! That place is Haunted! ahhh, 幻觉!! everything was 幻觉!! lol, that’s how YingJie tried to calm me down la. Super funny, and scary. Heard foodsteps and people snoring, shadows floating by too. Disgusting!! ):
But, oh wells, i enjoyed the whole Night watch session, Trekking, fire setting, talking and chatting!

mood: oh no! camp is nearing the end! )):

Day 6
Slept at 5.25, woke up at 6.25? I don’t remember. Then trekked back in 1 hour plus. -.- Sat at a grass patch and fell asleep, for don’t know how long. Suddenly woke up and realised my whole watch was asleep except for a few. I saw Cher Yang sitting with the Camahs and he told me to join him. My leg still hurt! :’( Then I don’t remember whether it was Zhi Yuan or Chye, go and press on to my cut/bruise. Wa, ass. PAIN~!!!! DDD: Talked about THINGS that happened the previous night with David (Camah’s Instructor). Then came our packed lunch. After eating, trekked up for rock climbing, natural rocks, with little grips to hold on to and steps to step on to. I hit my bruise and got a few other new cuts! COOL! (ohamgee, im so not girl la.) Then from here i really started to talk to Li Yang and Li Chye. Lol. Super weird. Then when everyone is done climbing, we went back done, and walked a super long way back to OB! Then dinner, sat at the steps again and talked! We talked about anything under the sun. Then briefing for solo camp.

mood: Exhausted, sad that camp is nearing the end.

Day 7
went off to solo camp! i played with the fire and used up all my 10 matches. then no more matches to light up my mosquito coil. was kinda pisssed and shocked. but, luckily i brought two jackets. i wore one, and they other one the other way in. use the hood to cover my face. Keep mosquitoes away! keep hearing the buzzing sounds by the mosquitoes, so irritated. i slept around three plus i suppose and was woken by alex around 5.40… ate biscuits and drank milo. i poured the milo into my 1.5 litre bottle and added a lil bit of water, then shake.. it tasteed weird. Cold Milo! WEIRD!! then wrote a lot of stuffs then sleep. wake. sleep.wake.

mood: Can't wait till solo camp's over!

Day 8
I woke up around 6 plus, then waited for someone to come up to tell us that we could go off already. and it was waltson. we were way behind time. Laughing at ourselves. No idea why though. Was super happy i survived solo camp. (: then, walked back. Tired! Lunched, changed and went to the orphanage. Help to get the weeds and roots out from the front garden. It would take forever to get everything out. We digged and pulled for hours, but there were still many areas unweeded. Tough job, but i enjoyed myself. Throwing the soil around at Safri. Lol! While waiting for the van, we played with the puppies there. So cute la, they are damn light. Carried two, one in each hand. (: Both had some skin problems, they were balding. Heartache manss ): . Went back, changed to pants and dinner-ed. Dinner, sit at the steps before going to the gym hall for briefing. I really like to talk in the dark, under the stars. (: Briefing was about the trip to Pangkor Island for cultural visit. Then, another instructor came in and taught us how to sing the OB school song, auld lang syne and OB spirit song. Had fun! seriously. Then went back to dorm to sleep le.

mood: "OH NO! Tomorrow's gonna be the last night.

Day 9
Waited till 10 am, then took speed boat to the mother boat, which then take us to Pangkor island. Talked a lot to Naqi. A LOT! haha. We went to an Indian Temple, Chinese temple and Fish Factory. Walked pretty much. (: Hong Ping is a shopper man. Lol! Sat outside our store room and chatted about First Impression and Current mpression. INTERESTING!
After that had a debrief for the expeditions, and a briefing for the BBQ night. Andrew(OYP) and Nicole(YAC) are the MCees, Moses(YAC) and Li Chye(OYP) were the open speakers? i dunno what title they are. Good job all! (: haha. Ulu Sepat were the cooks! But it was Safri who did the cooking, we were rehearsing the performance. Everything turned out well. Plus Camah, Mulu and Ulu Sepat were cheering for each other. We three watches were so close. Love them loads! We sang the OB spirit song and auld lang syne. After that, we packed up and gathered. Camwhored and did many silly stuffs. (: Played double dare. This piggy back that, and run and sing at the same time, super Lol! Then was chased back to dorm. Hung around then went back down, lie on the floor and star gazed, beautiful! The sky was filled with stars. “starry starry night” LOL. Till around 3 plus(?) went back to dorm and sleep at the upper bunk with wee kii! I LOVE HER A LOT! talked and talked then fell asleep.

mood: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!

Day10
Breakfast. Took a lot of pictures. Bought two shirts and a cap. Hugged a lot of people from the three watches. Gosh, i love wee kii! I hugged her the most, but cried hugging her. Oh man, i miss baby(naqi) a lot. Lol, he calls me hong ping and cheryang baby. super cute la he. (: took two photos with my phone and it ran out of batt! damnn.. DD: i didnt cry initially. but thanks to Chye, WeeKii and ZhiYuan. lol. miss you guys loads. Serious. Reaching the malaysia checkpoint, i cried again. TMD! im so freagging weak. -.- throw face!! DD:
reached school, went to mac. eat. went home. used com and Skype-d till three plus. Lol. WTH, i miss those bunch of malaysian peeps!! )):

Mood: 舍不得



Thing's are going well now. Still keeping in touch, Glad. :D
okok, That's all for now. Nothing to say already.
posted things again, cause i suddenly miss OB! D:



:D
Saturday, January 23, 2010

all the best.
take care. don't think too much.
it's ok. :D i'm fine after the mail. Just chill off and get back to your normal self.
Everybody misses the old bad you! :D


what the shit?

mood is screwed.


why?

i questioned myself.
why did i want to forget, and i finally got my answer.

It's hard, but I'm trying.
I'm sorry to those who is affected by me for the entire week. Giving that stupid black face, and those tears.
I was utterly stupid thinking back.



Hmmm, talked to Chin Hooi and Guo Unn online.
They are so nice. :D
Chin Hooi(good friend); always lift up my mood.
Guo Unn(my overnight good friend); I finally found someone who talks more than me. GOOD! :D haha.

Think I'm pretty random now. :/
Been doing Amaths. Tired. And confused with all those powers, alphabets and numbers. LOL. okok. i think i shall just go and study/ do homework already.

MUST 坚持到底!!!


JIAYOU PEOPLE! :DDD



danggg
Friday, January 22, 2010

did i mention,
Ziyuan hurt his hand? No?
ok.

ZIYUAN HURT HIS ELBOW! D:
hope he gets well soon. :DDD

hmmm,
people getting emo nowadays. CHEER UP PEOPLE! only i can emo. Haha.

THAT, reminded me of how much i didn't cherish him eight years ago.
Somethings are just meant to be, i slowly got over it. But I would still cry, thinking about it.
Cause i realised, I didn't cherish him when he was still here. I realise how stupid I was and how rude I had been when i was a child. But, that incident made me grow up.


End

January's about to end and it means that i'm one month closer to the big 'O's.
PTM just now. Pretty boring. Stomache, spoilt my mood. Sucked totally. D:

Sec Ones came, pretty fun.
Oh sheeeshh, Rainer and Ho Weng, they are damn cute. HAHA. Did some admin stuff already then played with the Sec Ones, with Sufang and Ziyuan. The three of us were entertaining the sec ones. FUN! The "loose molecules" were fun. Laughed and laughed. Did some bollywood. :D
Rainer and Ho Weng were exceptionally cute. Kept running to Rainer, hoping that there's a chance to GL him! Ho Weng kept doing some weird movements. Ziyuan kept sabo-ing me and sufang AND Rainer. In the end, the three of us kept sabo-ing him whenever we had the chance to. :)
They are awesome in a sense(attitude better than Wednesday's), but there were still some which really makes me feel damn turn off. Oh wells.. Then chionged my NYAA, and went to eat with those awesome CO peeps. Talked and talked. Super AA, even sang birthday song to Libin(even though it isn't his birthday yet) LOL.
Then went to get waffle with Ziyuan, then went to the CC to play. Didn't play much, then had to go back to school.
Ziyuan accompanied me outside the gate to wait for my mother. Thanks.
(MY MOTHER THINKS I LIKE HIM!!! He's my super close friend/buddy) -,-

In the hall, Principal started talking and talking. Fell asleep, plus my stomach was aching like, ACHING you noe. I excused myself to the toilet the wash my face(can't stand it, i fell asleep you see), then sat at the study corner. Idled around, stood outside the hall. Ended soon. My mother met Mr Cooke and mr Lui. They gave positive comments. LOL. Came home, no idea why, but feeling Lowww now. -,-

OH YA!
morning was funny with Eeching.
went to mac to do homework/Nyaa/study test. 7.30, went out of mac. Raining heavily. Called Dickie for help, no umbrella. D: And gave us two ways to chiong to school.
1) Put our bags over over heads and run to school.
2) Run out to the bus stop, then flag a cab. -,-

ok, in the end we ran to the bus stop, and shivered like nobody's business. COLD~
In the end, called Libin for help. WOOHOO!!
His grandfather fetched the two of us to school. :D Awesome. THANKS LIBIN, AND GRANDPA. :DDD The bus stop was just opposite my school. LOL.

okok, so yeaaa...
that's all. :D
BYEE~



moodswing
Wednesday, January 20, 2010

my mood's been swinging from tree to tree. -,-
tears were shed. I felt stupid. I don't know why. Been feeling rather emotional this few days. In this week, there's wasn't a day i didn't cry. Sheesh. Thinking back. I found myself rather stupid, but somehow, I didn't think that I've shed them wrong. I'm kinda looking forward to the camp next monday. Yet, dreading it. Mixed feelings.
Something doesn't feel right nowadays.

My mood was totally a negative digit.
Sec Ones came and it went down even more. Attitude, what's with kids nowadays. Damn. Seriously.. & some seniors ain't helping when they made the place even more chaotic. If they don't want to join CO, so be it. I don't want people like them in my CCA, further spoiling the reputation. Disappointment.

After CO, stayed around and played with Yiling's "toy"? Anyways, it seriously took my mind off those stuffs for a moment hanging around those HUMANS! :DD

I think during morning assembly, I must have gave Ziyuan a fright by the flow of water streaming down my cheeks. Haha, thanks Budd, for trying to cheer me up! :D


I hope Hongping's feeling super good now, cause she saw me today! Haha. Random! ASSHOLE! LOL. ;D
EeChing, never fails to make me smile when i'm down. (even though she has her own problems too, we can laugh till tears flow)
Sherrill's been cheering me on too, Thanks Sherrill. :D
Felicia, is LOL. ;D Haha. Cheered me on too.
Thanks to the four babes. I seriously Heart yaa guyss LOTS! :DDD


BUSY.BUSY.BUSY.
tata,
talk with those super fun OB friends soon(friday?Skype?)! :D


D:
Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I have no idea why i feel sad too. I don't know them. Andrew, Daryl and those affected. Take care. Cheer up. I know it's hard. But still, cheer up.

I cried too. I don't know why.


Stupidity ,
Monday, January 18, 2010

Feels stupid, I seriously think too much.
Thanks for those who showed concerned. :)

I'm feeling super tired now, I don't know why also. Just feel so restless. Damn, I should stop listen to what HongPing says. Delete them away.
I'll pull myself together. Soon.


yay!
Saturday, January 16, 2010

Skyping with Jeremy and EeChing now! :D They super LOL. Seriously, Haha. I SUPER EMO NOW!

IM A CHINESE!! )):


Brighten up your day








When you are feeling down, this might cheer you up. :)
Lame, but. :DDDDDD


screwed .
Friday, January 15, 2010

My mood suddenly turned bad.
Ok, maybe not suddenly, it went down slowly since start of lessons, but fast enough to be moody for most of the time in CO.
Sorry people. D:
Left after meeting, went to look for eeching, and left school together. With Bliven. I don't know why, but my mood is always lifted whenever I'm around eeching. Her laughters are contagious. &, her letter is forever in my file. <3

No idea why. After Mdm Jiang talked to us, my mood went from 30 to 10. Totally bad. Tried to find J in the library, but in the end had a good laugh with Ee Ching. So yea.. Juniors were *roll eyes*, huge attitude problem.


Hmmm,
Been thinking a lot this few days. Am I really thinking WAY TOOO much or isit just that I'm... Over reacting, in a sense?

Life's been pretty great, IN A SENSE. But, to summarise. It's ONLY average.
Mood swinging from one to another within seconds. Literally. That's bad. Shit it. Refraining from vulgarities. Super little, and soon, I will totally won't say it! :D


Somehow or rather,
I just don't feel like talking to you anymore.
It's good, yet bad in a sense.


I'm trying not to sound emo already.
And even if I'm emo. It's none of your business.

Been quite bitchy this few days.


"The Saltwater Room" , life
Thursday, January 14, 2010




The saltwater Room by Owl City.
It's nice.

I'm suddenly addicted to Owl City songs. I really think they are nice, and also cause i like the meaning of the song. :D Beautiful.

hmm, just heard a song from the movie P.S. I Love You.
WTH, touching. Nearly cried. I wanna watch that show again. I everytime cry when i watch that movie.

Tsk, I'm not shy of telling people how much i cry. Sheesh, thick skin. D: Lols.


anyways,

hAPPY BIRTHDAY YILING!

Sweet 6teen! :D



errmmm,
lessons today were quite average. I like today's amaths. :D Had fun laughing and doing those differentiation sums. :D SUPER FUN!

recessed with eeching, hongping and sherrill. Super fun, talked and talked.

25th January - 27th January ,
Level camp. Nothing can be compared to OB.
Told by eeching to bring OB shirt, damn. I'm afraid i will cry, Hong Ping's scared she would cry too. I feel very empty without people from OB around, it seems like they have become a part of me already. That's good and yet bad, in a sense. I can't keep living life like that. I need to move on.


Life's been pretty great.
Enjoyed talking to my sisters, esp eeching and sherrill.
Thanks sisters! :D

I need to be more patient in handling matters.
No black face,
LESSER MOODSWINGS.




I LOOK SO GUAI WITH SINMAY'S SPECS!
i wanna make new specs! :D




seee, black looks nice, right ??? LOL


Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
Wednesday, January 13, 2010





the stars lean down to kiss you,
& i lie awake and miss you
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
cause ill doze off safe and soundly
but i'll miss your arms around me
id send a postcard to you dear,
cause i wish you were here.

ill watch the night turn light blue
but its not the same without you
because it takes two to whisper quietly
the silence isnt so bad
til i look at my hands and feel sad
cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.
ill find repose in new ways,
though i haven't slept in two days
cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
but drenched in vanilla twilight
ill sit on the front porch all night
waist deep in thought because when i think of you,
i dont feel so alone...
i dont feel so alone...
i dont feel so alone

as many times as i blink ill think of you tonight.
ill think of you tonight.
when violet eyes get brighter
and heavy wings grow lighter
ill taste the sky and feel alive again
and ill forget the world i knew
but i swear i wont forget you
oh if my voice could reach back to the past
id whisper in your ear
oh darling i wish you were here.





Rather sweet song. :D


No idea why i like listening to such music when my mood is screwed. Makes me happier i guess.


" If my heart was a house " - Owl City




Lyrics in the vid. I thought this was an awesome song!
Like this song. :D


Damn . D:

I feel like a totally bitch. Yes. How could i have thought of that? D:
STUPID IDIOT ME! DAMN!

I should just get over it, and live on HAPPILY , I'm just not satisfied.
QUIT WHINING!


At the beginning with you .
Tuesday, January 12, 2010




We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you


It be a lie ,

ok, morning. Nearly bang into a lamp post! Haha.
anyways, lessons today were quite average. Nothing much happened.
After school went to find EC(sister) in her class. Kinda regretted, it was a stupid thing to do.
&&,
Sherrill, Nooo!!! Haha. :D

OH, during English, i should have said "stupid smelly slut" instead of "stupid, silly, smelly". Haha. :DD That would be super cool! Lol. Random.. Sheesh.

hmm homework! Considered little for such an impt year. dunno whether to be happy or sad lor.


hmm, sms-ed Andrew, Chin Hooi and Guo Unn. :D Ulu Sepat-ians.
Daryl didn't reply me! D: Haha.
Shit man. I really miss them a lot. D:
Andrew's my random partner,
Chin Hooi is my good friend,
Guo Unn became my better friend over night.
COOL. Lol. :D
I heart them. Seriously. The *heart yaa* originated from Guo Unn, if im not wrong lei. Haha. Oh wells. :DD
There are some moments hwere i will really remember. It became a small section. A small part of me, but bigger than other memories that makes up the whole 'remembered' section. Those ten days, we went through hardship together. Tough, enjoyable. Tears were shed.
For me, MUCH tears were shed. I can't imagine myself forgetting those times we had together.
I really miss you guys a lot!

........
to say that
I'm not missing you.


I'm Not Missing You by Stacie Orrico
Monday, January 11, 2010




Oh, Oh
Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus]
(But) Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus x2]

No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life

[Chorus]

Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you


picturesss~










CCKS-ians who went for OBML!













US + James + Naqi + Isabelle
I miss Guo Unn!
To come to think about it, I was so silly! XD













ChinHooi! :D I miss him!! GOOD FRIEND!!













US + James + Naqi + Isabelle (2)
















I miss OB and those awesome peeps!



Sheesh ,

Been acting weird lately. Laugh for no reason, and then getting all serious within split seconds. I find myself very weird...

anyways, today was the release of the 'O' Level results for the 09 Batch. Good job all. :D You guys can rest. It's now my turn to mug consistently hard like what you guys did. I needa learn from you guys.
Top 3 were from CO, proud of it. :D Heeheex!


ok, sooo..
nearly knocked out during amaths. Forced myself to keep awake.
after half an hour, was emaths. :D time FLIED!! Haha. :D


pe, height and weight!
I GREW BY 1 CM~!!! :DDD

thennn... yeaaa.. english, second band. Mr Jon Lee. Laughed till mad with sinmay. :D The editting was super LOL. My essay made us laugh so much.

hmmmmm... Chinese.. was ok... :D

**

homework,mugging this few days. also playing at the same time la. :D
Should enjoy a bit before the real mugging hectic school life starts. :D

LIFE'S GREAT!
I should be happy with what I have, and keep whining how bad life is. :DDD
Agree?


*sigh*
Sunday, January 10, 2010

amaths.compo.
i can complete it before 10.30! Yes i can! WEEE.


hmm, i have no idea why i cry easily nowadays. I see people cry, I'll cry with them. When I'm touched, tears would well up my eyes. I think of stuffs, I'll start tearing.

Sheesh, I feel so fragile. :/
Something's wrong with me. Damn it, D:

Nvm, Life's Great! :D
I still miss OBML && Those Awesome BRATS there!! :D


It's really great.
Saturday, January 9, 2010

It's really great to know that people still remember you for what you have done. I'm really happy. Liyang, thanks yea. :D

Anyways, woke up and had breakfast. Cousins came to my house and Wii-ed. They are stillplaying it though. I'm bored by it. I just feel very... Moody. I don't know why too.

Hong Ping! Get well soon yeaa! :D
She had fever yesterday during the orientation, she's crazy. She needs loads of rest to recover, but instead, she tire herself more for Drama. That's good for her people, bad for herself. [Putting herself before others], that's the spirit, I like it. But still, TAKE CARE! :D I wanna see you in school, hp! :D

So yeapp..
Tired. Still got undone homework. That's bad.. Nevermind. Can burn midnight oil! :D YAY!

Life's Great!
yea right

Sick of this blogskin,
so bright, wanna change it.


You, can you please tell me
what you are thinking of now?


WOW

woke up and was late for school! >.<
haha. SORRY PEOPLE! XD

anyways. CCA Orientation's over. Good, but i the number of people interested.. Bad... D: Nvm, im sure people will change their mind!! WEEE! :DD

then came home, eat Lunch! :D
Did Amaths. Log! I NOE HOW TO DO ALREDY! Haha. Sis taught me how to do. SWEET. :D
so yeap, did maths from2.45 - 9.45 ... Super woman. -_- Im crazy man. Super tireed now.
Now idea what i'm talking about. :/

Have a good weekend people! :D


ANDREW! :D
Friday, January 8, 2010

ANDREW IS MY RANDOM PARTNER ,


&& I LIKE IT!

I LOVE HIM MANN!
I MISS HIM TOOO! DD:

everytime random with me. :D super good. :D
THANKS ANDREW.
HEART YAAAA. Heeheex.


damn, i miss Daryl when talking to Andrew,
and i miss Andrew when talking to Daryl.
haha. i noe im lame. Sorry. :D


Random. :D

































wrote this cause was damn bored.. anyways.
skype-ing with Laoge and Sister EC now. :D SUPER FUN AND LOL!
i miss him a lot man. haha. :D

shit it. OB! -,-
I MISS OB!!
all the best mann!!


First week.

Life's been weird. REAL WEIRD. Dunno whether to feel happy or sad, or Disturbed.
wooo, Skype today. Good. Miss everyone!!! :D

Haha. :D LAO GE SHOULD DIG HIS EARS MAN!!
Lol. :D

SHIT MAN! I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I WANNA SAY ALREADY!! -.-


amaths amaths!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010

shit it. A maths seriously gives me headache! D: but never mind. as long as i solve that sum. i'll be super happy. HAHA. :D
easily satisfied!

lessons as per normal. i think i will go to the last band for english. cause i completed my compo and went to sleep. woo. nice. :D dreamt of something damn nice la! Super Happy! Haha.

ok. Weird life im leading now. Sadded. Nvm :D . everything will be fine i hope. :D
ok, i should go chiong my maths. and then revise geog and biology! :D

people, anything can text or pm me! reply on pm would be slower though! cause i may not see it! xD

kk, Bye for now! :D


wooohoooo! :D
Monday, January 4, 2010

first day of school.
stomache!! DDD:
nvm, then go mac find EC they all. Raining cats and dogs, but i no umby! D: so called felicia! Heeheex. Thanks sister.

Form Teacher period, for the entire day, except for 2 hours. 1 hour went to some talk by mrs tang and mrs tan. The other hour went to assmebly by new principal. Fell asleep. -_- seriously damn pro. I was sitting right in front lor. :/ sheesh, im sometimes the sailing boat sometimes the engine generated ship. :D depends on the period of the year. :D

totally had no mood to do anything today, lost motivation. Oh wells, must be some blues what hongping said. Haha.

Supposedly study in school, in the end left super early. Went home and idled my time off..

I NEEDA STUDY FOR MY CHEMISTRY TEST! DD:
i totally dont understand lei! HELP ME MAN!!!!! haha.
anyways,
I NEEDA COMPLETE MY E & A MATHS HOMEWORK! SHOOT~! MISS CHEN'S GONNA SCOLD ME!!! -.-


haha, ok. super random.
Strange world, Strange Kids.
Must be the effect of global warming. :D
haha, hard to explain! XD
woohooo. :D


EE CHING!
Sunday, January 3, 2010

ohoh and,

EECHING!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SISTER!


ALL THE BEST!, MAY YOUR WISHES ALL COME TRUE!

LOVE YOU LOADS!! :DDD


oh wells ,

school is just tomorrow! Excited? Scared?
well, i think my mind will always be on my friends. OB friends, the times we had together. I may sound super silly now. But hey, the 10 days. We had to rely on each other, and survive through hardship in the 10 days together. Sure will have gan qing one ok. It's over, but the memories will definitely stay. Those hugs we gave, "heart-to-heart" talks. :D Fun, memorable!

Hmm, anyways.
I told Daryl that he is hot! He was damn happy lor. LOL!
Zhi Yuan is so sexy.
Chin Hooi is so nice.
ah Yang is so cute.
Daryl is so hot.
Andrew is so LOL!

my new found crappish fun friends from OB. :D heart them loads.
those from my school? Needless say la, i don't say, they also will know i heart them loads. :D

LOL! So lame. I know. Life's been good, for now. :D
I shall learn to enjoy it , properly.

Oooh, definitely using the computer lesser when school really starts. As in, when teachers all start throwing in homework together at once. I've got many things to catch up man! D: im lagging behind!
JIAYOU LIMIN! wooo! :DDD

I have no idea why i'm woo-ing nowadays. tsk, bad habit. Sounds wrong too. Haha. (actually it doesn't, i just want to keep myself from saying it, cause i'm starting to find it irritating! :D )

Sheesh, can see that I'm really outta my mind right? heheh! :D
People, take care. Have a good night rest and prepare to battle (exams/test) !

ALL THE BEST!


hair
Friday, January 1, 2010

cut-ed. :D
feels neater but looks weirder. hard to explain though.. haha.

well, tired after packing my room. It looks super neat now. Super weird.

1 more day, school starts. oh great.
Uncompleted homework, unpacked bag, unwrapped books, unprepared for test.
so much 'un' -s, help me get rid of them mannxxx!

woo!
Positive! At most get scolded by teachers only! Never mind de la, used to it already! Haha.
im a good girl in school ok, just that i don't hand in homework on time. At least, i hand them! Just a little late only!! haha.

ok, i have no idea why im posting like.. EVERYDAY. super bored i guess.
i find myself.. Very LAME! -,- haha


weeeeeeeeeeeeee!

rotting. still rotting. how sad can i get? Lol.
ok, life's great.
thanks for all the sms-es that you guys have sent! Thanks. i couldn't send it out. Lines were jammed up! D: super sad. Lol. So yeap, sorry i didn't send much out. xD

woo!
Happy New Year,
Hongping, Felicia, Ee Ching, Jiade, Zhi Yuan, Li Yang, Li Chye, Anish, Naqi, Wee Kii, Daryl, Andrew, Chin Hooi, Bryan, Kevin, Guo Unn, Kwok Han, Nicholas, Ying Jie, Dickie, Cher Yang, Guan Ki, Kim Yew, Waltson.

Sherrill, Sin May, Mandy, Sufang, Haoming, Ziyuan, Wei Ting, Libin, Joanne, Min Xuan, Dave, Samuel Chin, Hsien Hean, Yong Yao, Kheng Yuan.

Samuel Yap, Irfan, Insyirah, Sherry.

&
Seuk Jia.
Thanks for dropping by and wishing me a Happy New Year!
All the best! :D



HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :DD
it's only 8.39pm, still got 3hrs21mins before 1st Jan ends. :D

stay happy and laugh all the time. :D
stay positive and be optimistic.
stay cheerful and believe that everything will work out fine.

Thanks for the times we spent together, people.
I'll look forward for more times in the future. :D
Happy studying, happy living, happy enjoying, happy playing! :D

Look! This post is full of Smiles! :DDD

LOVE YOU ALL ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥



at long last !

i changed the skin. looks a little quite bright, but oh wells.
SQUINT IF YOU CAN'T SEE WELL!!! lols.

breakfast with OB peeps on 4th Jan, can't wait! :D
7am at Mac! Woo!

this few days/weeks have been eating a lot! I dunno why too. :/
well.. today's the first day of the year, and all i'm doing is eat , watching tv and using the computer.
i can't write in order, the points keep jumping around.


woo! Daryl's Hot!

haha, got super random ytd on skype.
&&, was rather pissed? :/ :@


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I get a year every 25 Nov, and turn 16 in this year 2010. I like to laugh, but i cry easily.
Contradicting , but that's me.

I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago ,
I laugh till tears flow, till my tummy aches. and the laughter is contagious, so run if you see me! :D
i'll go crazy over nothing esp when im tired. so, forgive me if i get your nerves.
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